Maybe now i know how U feel.

Ive been observing everytime for any1 to buy the thing for all to use. but no one did it. so i decided to buy one and waqafkan for all to use.

Alhamdulillah, i managed to keep it anonymous. no one knows tat i am the owner of tat thing. initailly, i thought the greatest challenge is only at the 1st day(not to tell any1), BUT the wisper of shaitan keep telling me to "just tell atleast 1 person". this voice is still in me. it gets tougher everyday to restrain myself not to follow tat voice, and i pray that Allah give me the strength to win this battle.

To make things more challenging, the thing i gave, within 2-3 weeks, it has a label on it. it says "property of ..................." well....... i was shocked to see tat on my stuff.its like, "hei, thats mine, why do u put it as ur property.?" at that very instance i tot of telling atleast 1 person,i tot of "can u take out the label pasted on that thing, because tats mine. but this time around a different wisper came.

I find total relief right after tat. this was wat the voice said to me. "That is how ur God feels when He gives EVERYTHING in the heaven and the earth to His creations for them to use and for their comfort and for their happiness, and the creation didnt acknowledge or at least look out of this Giver, yet they says it belongs to them, this land is mine, this house is mine, this body is mine.mine mine mine,everything is mine." this are all God's!! , just because we cant see the owner of tat property, we say ignorantly it belongs to no one, so it belongs to us.

Mashallah, how beautiful U are, comparing wat i gave and wat God gave. mine is of no match. and He still giving till now. Mashallah, ive lost. U still remain quiet inspite of on how Ur creation "thank U" after u gave so much to them,and u still giving us ur gifts till now. Allahuakbar.

"Allah, please take me when im at the state of missing u dearly, and the pain of longing to meet U reach the maximum, and let me recite "AshaduAllah illah ha Illallah, Wa Ashaduanna Muhammadarrasullullah on my last breath.i want to see the beauty of u in the afterlife."

Renung2 la ye.